Sometimes I Feel Frozen - Bleeding Snow

Frozen,that is how I feel.I evoke social graces,sentiments that may fall
At times,empty,on a perfect stranger's deaf ears.
I am still haunted by our flaws,together.I owed you that much,
Some people must take separate roads,travel doesI am the first to say,too little and way too late.
not come easy,despite what you thought,Yet...you never got it,never heard,never dreamed my
I truly never blessed it.dreams,or wanted to.
Evenings get cold,sometimes,still,without breezes,andWho would frame that kind of art?
oft times without breathing.Being cold,takes a long time to recover from.
You remember that song I wrote?Frozen statues in the dark,if I look out past windows,
The one about ice on the sidewalk,bleedingI still can see you.
snow,that's just the way I saw you,as bleedingFrozen,that is how I feel,at times.
snow.I am still haunted by our flaws,together.
Yet, you never claimed that kind of ice.Yet standing still,has given me...wisdom,despite my
I write in the afternoons now,no more pretending Inot mending.
don't,no longer hiding scraps of paper,on past dueI ask myself often,what was I fleeing to?
notes.If I stay very still,not moving one single bit,and feel
No one is perfect,that will always,always be true.the colors I now paint with?
When I'm alone I send out apologies,to passers by,noI know.
matter they don't hear me.